Hi to anyone who drops past..

I want to make a special post to Lorene.. if you happen to come past again my friend.. please leave some details so I can contact you again.. or reply to this and I will leave you some details.. don't want to make it public until I know your around..

My life has changed completely since my last post on here..

I divorced in August last year.. separated two years.. but I just couldn't hold on any longer.. it was destroying me.. the LORD sent me people to help me make the hardest choice of my life.. something even through the hard struggles in my marriage I never considered.. once I did though.. I got peace and joy and on the very first and on the very last legal meetings.. saw rainbows.. a sign to me that GOD was with me and it was the right thing to do..

Looking forward to a whole new year.. I have met online a guy.. christian.. beautiful man.. who is double everything I have prayed for all the years I was praying for my ex husband.. Could be making plans to visit him in the USA this year.. my sister would come with me.. absolutely awesomely happy and full of joy like you wouldn't believe.. GOD is showing me that this man is placed here and I continue to pray and ask for further direction.. because although I am doing much better personally.. being a single mother on benefits.. disabilty pension.. my money situation is very stretched.. and its very difficult..

Unless GOD provides I will not be able to meet this guy..

but the beautiful thing is.. He would work to pay for me to fly over even if it takes some time.. HOW valuable am I now.. lol.. GOD is good..

I use face book all the time.. thats where all my friends are.. family are.. and I share my faith there too..

When we completely let go of our expectations of the moment and enjoy the moment, we will know peace and love. Stephen Carroll ~

This is exactly what is happening to me.. I am finally content as is.. nothing missing.. nothing broken.. happy.. looking up.. finding my niche.. yet I KNOW there is so much more ahead.. YAY so exciting.. GOD is good..

PHI 4:10-12, Now, I have received much inner happiness by means of the Lord greatly, that now at length you have revived your concern or thinking for me; indeed, you also were thinking about me, but you lacked the opportunity to express it. Not because I am speaking with reference to poverty or lack; for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need.

One day just recently that scripture above came to mind.. and also I realised I was not aching inside like I have been for so long.. I have prayed and prayed and cried and cried over something for a long time.. and it was the kind of ache that made every day hard... to get through because I was always wanting "that" to happen.. and waiting and waiting.. and now that ache has gone.. and although I still want good things to happen.. I am at peace.. and I know.. the inside knowing that my time will come at the right time.. GOD bless any who read this..

I do not have regular internet at home... so I just mainly check face book cause I can get it on my mobile.. So much spam here.. Life has been hard... but GOD is good.. and I have peace as I heal and look to HIM always..

Here is a friends testimony that will encourage you..

I came to USA on March 4 1986, two years later got married and was very happy for 12 years, me and my ex always said that we wanted to bring up our kids in church, we wanted to bring our kids up knowing about God and His ways, unfortunately she fail out of love, and I fail out of hope after my marriage failed and really broke my heart, I carried a lot of guilt and sorrow in my back, it was my cross to carry, so I made a choice to be alone, no more falling in love so I could not hurt anyone else or myself, as I obviously did not know how to love a woman in a way that can last forever, at least so I thought, for the coming years my heart exchange love for lust, anything to cover the pain and my so called reality, moved to Florida where I was lucky enough to get my boys and became a full time single father, but before that I was asked to work as a bouncer in a gentleman's club, I took the job as I just didn't think they were any worst than me, I use to worked two jobs 6 days a week, my night off was Wednesday night where because of my lil sister I started to go to church, and on Sunday morning, it was the hardest time in my life as I knew too much to live in a sinful world, and enjoyed too much the drinking, the lust, the power I had, and just dated a lot, as my Pastor use to teach, I had a hard rocky ground in my heart and took awhile to become fertile ground, my heart took awhile to clean the rocks, the thorns, and the weeds, at the time I was making a lot of money, life was a big party, but all came crushing down, I got lay off, and lost all I had after 9 months with out being able to find anything.

My church asked me to be an Asher I did, one day a visiting Pastor came and my life changed, as he passed by me I had no clue who he was, I said hi and he replied, he started to preach and with in 14 minutes in he stopped, looked at me, and said that he had to change his message, that he was there for a reason, to deliver a message for someone, at that moment I felt that he could see my heart, I didn't know what to do, the rest of the message which I still have on a CD he spent talking about things in my life, my wishes, my questions, at the end he said that before an altar call he had to do a special call so this person could walk to the front, I started walking before he was even finished he looked at me and smile, others walked to the front, the Pastor laid hands on everyone as he got closer to me, my lilsister

crying her heart out as she knew that message was for me, she stood behind me laying hands on my back, as he came close to my head I felt something I never felt before, like a strong shock from my head to my toes, I said nothing just cried, went home and spent the rest of that Sunday in my bedroom trying to understand what had just happened, after that day my life started to make a new turn, I constantly and often study God's words and one night as I was sleeping, when around 5am I was waken by a man's voice saying wake up and read John 3:30, I ignored the first two times, I thought I was just dreaming, the third time I was kind of pushed up and the voice was stronger, no need to say I was very scared and didn't even know if John 3:30 existed, I turned the light on and found it, just to see that there are 3 Johns in the Bible only one 3:30 and it said , YOU MUST DECREASE SO THAT GOD CAN INCREASE, I was very confuse as I had lost everything I had, was hurting and than away from my boys, and trying desperately to get to them, and failing over and over, right there I realized why, stopped to figure things out as my brother in law told me just leave in God's hand, I did, the following week I was surfing channels when I came across the 700 club for some reason I stopped, and the man was talking about healing, so I joked saying that if others can get healed so could I, my back was hurt with a few bulging disks and partly disable I could not seat right in church for over 15 minutes and I was planing on a 20 hour drive to be with my boys, I was worried, didn't know how I could, so the man in TV started to describe perfectly how I was laying down in my bed, where both of my hands were, described both of my symptoms, and than said that at that moment God was healing my back, and that now I could go on my trip in peace, 2 years later I feel no pain in my back, I'm healed, I now have a very personal relation with God, I often get straight answers to the questions I ask God about it, I pray, ask a question to God with closed eyes, and open the bible and get perfect specific answers to my questions, but mostly now I can just hear in my heart what He wants me to say,do, or write, I also feel other peoples pain, and they tend to get healed after, in the way to Connecticut to finally be with my boys, about 3 hrs out I was driving about 80 miles an hr. singing and praising when out of nowhere I started to see a movie of and about my life in the future, I saw my sons older in their 20s, me all Gray hair, speaking with to a lot of people, an entire message about family, kids, marriage, I still remember everything, it was not a church at least didn't look like one, all these wile driving on the highway what it seemed to be over an hour long, but in reality maybe was all done with in seconds, I just saw the road, it was as clear as day, I can't explain that either, I just know it happened and right than I knew Gods plan for me, thanks to my Pastor who always said ask God to show you as simple as can be, and He would, and He did. Besides this there are a lot more but I'll leave here for now, I just want you all to know that if all this and a lot more happened to a lost soul who gave up in love and life in general, it can happened to you, its all based in your now faith, your believe, ask and you shall receive, believe in Him and seek Him with all your heart, mind, and soul, and you will find Him, these words have a whole new meaning to me, I trust God's every word, I believe, and even though I know that I'll fall, I now can say for sure that my faith will never fail. This is a part of my testimony, my life, my mistakes, my salvation, my rewards, and the best is still to come and so are yours...

 

Today 0n February 03 of 2010 I can say to you that I have seeing many miracles in my life and in the life of others around me, even the ones in my group of friends in all the sites I am in, over 8000 people; even a friend of my friend as she send me an email asking for me to pray for her friend on intensive care with only 30% of lung capacity and lowering, it was great to hear Gods voice telling me that she would be fine, and a few days later my friend from my church came smiling, ready to tell me her friend was coming back to life and as she walk towards me smiling, she found herself curious of how I already knew her friend was better only few days later, I knew, God never lies, and FAITH CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS, IT CAN DO THINGS WE CAN NOT IMAGINE, BUT WE SHOULD JUST BELIEVE! Today I stand as a testimony of a few life changing miracles, in my life and in the life of others, another friend whom I wrote about her cancer a month before she found out, told her about her when I realized it was her, where it was, and how serious it was, but also gave her the great news that God would heal her completely if she adjust her life a little, today over seven months later I am very happy to say that she is alive after facing a category 4 cancer, loosing all her hair but still look BEAUTIFUL, one night faced 14 blood transfusions, doctors try to tell her daughter to call her Pastor, she heard and told him that God had already told her that she would survive, and that she would, SHE BELIEVED, HER FAITH ARISE, and today she is cancer free, and I know she will be an amazing testimony of God wherever she goes, Love you Leen! I saw the impossible become possible, but above all my heart has been a part in the transformation of others heart, in being the lighthouse of hope, guiding and shining Gods light so that others can see and find believe in the humble ways this heart lives. God bless !!!!

 

Alessandro Monte. 02/03/2010

Mostly on face book and christian forums.. but then again.. haven't got internet at home so cannot really get online as much as I would like.. Now at maccas.. LOL.. free wifi..

I am completely in faith about all things in my life right now.. not taking notice of the flesh concerns.. or what it looks like... but believing GOD for victory in all things and in every place..

This is what happened to me today on face book.. when I focused on the wrong thing..

I am frustrated with kids who will not go to school please pray for my family....

A friend named Petra wrote this..

Lord we pray for your intervention in this situation for Sharon. Thank You Lord you hear us and help is on the way. Amen Lord Give Sharon wisdom and grace on how to handle this situation, give her Peace in the midst of it, Amen Hugzzzzzzzzzzzz precious♥♥

And only moments ago.. I was reading a book with this in it.. Unmerited Favor... by Joseph Prince..

Not clearest of pics.. taken with mobile phone.. but I realised she couldn't have known what I was reading... and this I guess you could say.. confirmation shows me that GOD is working despite the frustrations.. it encouraged me greatly..

I know I am sitting on my backside alot today.. not doing my housework.. but if only one person knows hope today.. peace today.. that they are loved and cared for... that there is a GOD out there who does not condemn them.. but loves them and is so waiting for them to run into HIS ever open arm... it is worth it..

One day I will die.. or the world will end and my undone house work will not matter then or much... except maybe to the person left to dispose of my goods and clean up my mess.. But the lives which live on in heaven or on earth and know GOD forever and never die because they see these things or hear and believe finding eternal hope and no pain and suffering.. and can tell the same to others they know and love.. And many are saved just by a friendly message here and there.. I have done the work of GOD here on earth and can rest totally satisfied.. LOL... What is going on with me today.. LOL.. ha.. there is nothing greater then sharing the good news.. it is a high....

It’s a nice reminder that you never know when you are helping someone. Just know that if you are speaking/acting from the heart, chances are you are.

How crazy is that. Your heartfelt throw away lines. Tossed overboard to become the life saver for someone else.

((Taken from Life Change experiments journal)) By Geoff Barker

The Power of the Testimony

Hey Facebook Friends...get a load of this!!!

Patricia King

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you... from

2 Corinthians 12:9

Isaiah 59:2 But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your God, And your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He does not hear.

2 Corinthians 5:21 He made Him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.

God is satisfied that Christ's payment is sufficient to fully cover your debt of sin. All that He asks is that you admit you owe the debt and accept Christ's payment on your behalf.

For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more." Hebrews 8:12

We do not go to church to be holy... but because we believe in GOD who is holy and that through what GOD did by sending JESUS to earth.. to take our punishment.. we are made holy through belief in JESUS and what HE did on the cross!!

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Good quote

Jesus knew the only way to stop Satan is by becoming one in nature with him. He did not take my sin, He became sin. Sin made Satan. He wasn't Satan till sin was found in him. Jesus said, 'I'll be sin. I won't just take part of it. He became flesh that flesh might become like Him. He became death so dying man can live. He became sin so sinners can be righteous in Him. He became one with the nature of Satan so all those who had the nature of Satan can partake of the nature of God" - Benny Hinn

A really beautiful song.. posted on face book today.. just wanted to share it here with you..

When I
Look into those bright eyes
So young
Always so ready to run
Then I
See your change when fun subsides
And new colors start to arise
There’s a hidden picture
That wasn’t seen outside

When you run, don’t tire
Keep on reaching, higher
Even when the pain and trouble bring you down, sometimes
I will see you through
I’m forever right here with you
Even when you feel you don’t need me around

I will be your friend, forever
I will be your one, big brother
Even when I see you fall
I will be your father
When I hear you call

Don’t cry
This is not the end, nor goodbye
But begin
To know I’m with you ’til the end
And when you pray
I will hear every word you say
And so with all my promises made
For one like you
Someone who’s especially made

When you run, don’t tire
Keep on reaching, higher
Even if the pain and trouble bring you down, sometimes
I will see you through
I’m forever right here with you
Even if you feel you don’t need me around

I will be your friend, forever
I will be your one, big brother
Even when I see you fall
I will be your father
Yeah

I will be your friend, forever
I will be your big brother
Even when I see you fall
I will be your father
Yeah

I will be your friend, forever
I will be your big brother
Even when I see you fall
I will be your father
Be your friend, your brother
When I hear you call
Lift you when you fall
When I hear you call